Torn between 2 things I love?

hi, so i really really realllyy like this boy..and have liked him for half a year...he just graduated from 8th grade..and i am going into 7th grade..he knows i lke him..and on his last day of school...everyone was outside...and he was sayying good bye to all his class mates..and was hugging everyone...and i was rght there..and i got really sad...and my friend saw the look on my face and decided to help me out...so i told my friends..tht we shulld just go...and so we were walking to our busses...and my friend came up to me and said "wait colette!!! (me)...chris (the boy i like)...has something to say to you!"" and i turned around and chris gave me a hug!!! i started to get teary eyes because i was soo happy!!!!! :D :) and i really like hm...and we have alot of things in common!!! we both love gymnastics..and for the past 2 week we have been going to gymnastics camp together!!! and he always looks at me....idk wat that means?? and he smiles at me!! and when i am like on the tumble track...the boys bars are rght next to it...he went over there and did a trik..then looked at me...what does tht mean? and on the floor exercsise...he was standing with his friend..and i was practicng my flip flop..and i saw him..loook at me..then touch his frends shoulder and point at me....what does tht mean? and friday is my last day of camp....so i thnk i wll sign up for another session...but like there is this other place...i want to go to for gymnastics...and its really far away and my mom is on the fence of letting me go....and if i go there..i can be on the team...I AM TORN BETWEEN 2 THINGS!!! A PLACE FOR ME DREAM...AND A BOY I LOVE SOOO MUCH!! HELP!!